I miss my friends.
I miss the laughs that we shared.

Its not just one group of friends. It seems to be them all.

People from work. People from school. People who i met through others. They all seem to be disappearing or falling out with me.

and i just miss them. All of them.

I actually feel kinda alone right now.
i have a lump in my throat and my eyes are filling with tears, but im not wanting to cry.

This time i really havent done anything. I think this is just an excuse cause you couldnt think of anything else to say, but it still hurts knowing that you hate me.

I hate that you act as if im not there. Act as though you have never known me.
I hope it only lasts a few more days cause im really thinking of taking time off because i cant deal with it much more.

I pretend im alright with it, but its killing me inside.

I miss my friends.
I just wish things could always stay the same.