Sometimes i wish i never had emotions. Never felt anger saddness or pain. Sometimes i wish i had never felt happiness. If i had never experienced any of these things nothing would ever disappoint or seem like a failing. Everything would be the same. Motionless. Nothing could ever change.
I wish i was able to accept things do what everyone wanted and even when people let me down it wouldnt make me want to cry scream and shout and let everyone else into my life. Strangers, people i knew and people who i consider family.
But i guess without ever having any of these feelings i would not have been able to appreciate the kindness of that lady, Michelle. She reminded me that there are good people in the world.
If i ever come across you again i just want you to know that i really am greatful and thanks for not laughing and staring.
Thank you.
