thinking that talking to you would have made everything better is wrong because we are still not what we where but its made it easier at least there is contact at least i can tell you things and not be awkward about coming to get my stuff. Jokes and memories have been made and raised but really all i want now is for it to be over. The waiting, i mean.
All day i have been fine, even managed to properlly laugh until i heard that song. The song that made me fall head over heels for you. When we where lying on your couch and you just sang. With your eyes closed to me. Just out loud. Not caring who could see or if anyone was listening. It was just us. Wrapped up in our own little carefree world, and now i cant stop listening to it.
I can feel the tears pricking in my eyes and i can feel the lump in my throat getting tighter. The words are now more meaningful than before
Let me tell you that i love you, and i think about you all the time.
Because honestly thats all i do. I miss you. I miss everything about us.
I hope we just get it back.
I love you
